Coryn :)

im so excited for sadies! robert is going with me (: and stephanie and jeremy are going! us four are gonna match <3 

i wonder how long i can do this? this ” see him once a week” bullshit? hmm, hopefully i wont have to deal with it…

it feels so good <3

Im sorry, but I won’t fail alone..

i see you, i want you..then i miss you, and think of what we had, but only the good things cross my mind, and what we had? what the fuck did we have? Love? yes, but HATE, we have and had a lot of that.. It plays in my head every time i see you .. i miss you, i can feel our kiss, feel your touch, i want you back, i relive all our million perfect moments in 30 seconds……..but then it stops, and i see the bad. i see why i left, i see the unnecessary tears i cried, and i see the countless times you lied, from the beginning to the end your mouth liked to play pretend.. so i have to let you go, if i don’t let go you never will, and since i seem like i did, you will, and after you do, i can…hopefully, i just wish it wouldnt take as long as its taking, i wish i could push my love, my hate, and all my other feelings go away, so when i see you i feel nothing, NOTHING AT ALL…

please, don’t leave me … ?

I don’t think I can put up with this shit forever.

i don’t know anymore…