September 2010
A childs toy.
Its funny how no one really ever grows up. When your a baby, and you get a shiney new toy, you ignore the rest! Then when some one else takes intrest in your old toy, all the sudden that old toy is that much cooler to you again, all the sudden that toy is the fucking greatest toy in the world and the other person CAN’T have it. And when you get older, you meet someone who is good to you, and...
Only if....
I hate that its my turn…I wish it was still yours, cuz then id run and save your bitch ass ina sec. To bad it wasn’t like that before…I learn my lesson when it too late„ hmm? Sounds like me huh(:!
Two month plan...
Okay, well step one„didn’t happen. Sooo that was a fail. I guess its better for the both of us though. Time for plan B. (:
Loss of post..
Sorry I deleted a lot of post, now my full story isn’t on here:( I had a good reason at the moment, but it doesn’t matter now…well that won’t happen again(:
Two month plan(:
Okay, so if things go the way I plan„ every1 will be super blown away with shock in two months, and ill be happy(: i’d write out my plan, but if ppl know it wouldn’t work! So„,I’m actually going to keep something to myself on here! Aha(:
RA parent meeting.
Aha! This old dude keeps looking at me all crazy! 1st, my candy bag made noise then he lookd straight at me all crazy, that happened twice. Then my phone said DROID! And he turned his head all crazy again and gave me his stink eye! I started to laugh(:
Math class
Omg I’ve never felt so dumb…. I have no idea wtf is going on….
I miss you....
Okay, time to say it. I miss him! Not the relationship, and I can’t say the friendship (we never had that), but I miss him, I miss him being there. I don’t wana be with him, I don’t want to love him, but I do miss his presents…yes, its true. I miss israel trillo…
Guitar pic....):
I put a pic on andrews necklace with my name on it, after we stopped talking I havnt talked to him„this morning he tryed to give the pic back to me..who does that? If you don’t want it, don’t keep it, leave it home, or something! But don’t give it back to me:( ruined my happy mood…
Lunch...
Omg„ I forgot my lunch money:(
Omg! Twitter!
Twitter was hacked! So ill use this today(:
Blah...
Hate when the wrong feels so right…
I wish we'd fall in love..
“Girl: time together is just never quite enough, boy: when you and I r alone I’ve never felt so at home, girl: what will it take to make or break this into love?, boy: we need time, only time, girl: when were apart what ever are you thinking of?, boy: if this is what I call home why does it feel so alone?, girl: so tell me darling do you wish we’d fall in love? Boy: all the time,...
Marron:(
i feel like after i told him how i felt, and how the way he dates is dumb and how i wana be with him, he kinda now wants to end it…i feel hes guna end us..i want to be with him so bad but im not patent, i am trying to be…but idk???
9/5/10-A. marron
andrew marron came to my dads house to hang out with me. he was good at all the games but disney scene it! he gave the answer to the opposite team!! i was pissed lol! he kept calling me annoying! and he seemed to fit right in. i’d get with him, but with everything thats going on right now i told him we have to wait..on the way him he kept hugging me and kissing me, aha he sang to me! it was...
A. Marron && Coryn
*this conversation took place on my twitter, so its from bottom to top.*
I do to (: -A. Marron
: ) I take promises very seriously
Were gonna take it slow but its gonna work . Promise (: -A. Marron
Well then I gues we'll see how you feel later then, you say you wana be serious now but yesterday you wanted to go slower than last time..-Coryn
And now we started it again (: -A. Marron
Yeah andrew!, you ended it like last week!! -Coryn
Apart for a week?-A. Marron
Andrew and I would be,, but we were apart for like a week because he hates me!!-Coryn
Coryn and I shud be serious . (: -A. Marron
Andrew marron likes to annoy me!!-Coryn
Andrew isn't really black! What black guy can only dance to beaner ass music!! -Coryn
Coryn is gaaaaaaaay. And I'm not black apparently -A. Marron
We should all just get together and poke andrew in the eye!!(: -Coryn
Coryn is a haaaaaaaaaater . No doubt about it -A. Marron
Andrew is annoying!!!!! I'm only saying it again because its un believibly true!! -coryn
Andrew just called me chester malester! -coryn
Andrew marron(:
Your annoying andrew
Andrew hella gave the other team the answer!! WOW! He wants me to hate him: ) -Coryn
Andrew Marron(: I love him!! Well I’m not in love with him, but I love him as a person <3
Pool party:/
Soo„richard and andrew came to my house last night. I tryed not to be talking to one more than the other. So I tryed to talk to both and it made me look like a whore…then I only wanted to talk to andrew„but then richard had that ima kill myself face on. And andrew seemed to be ignoring me. So I went to talk to richard so he wouldn’t be sad. But then andrew told my sister he...
Andrew marron
I miss andrew marron„but I feel like we couldn’t try again now:(
Pool party
Pool party my house after JV game:)!!
Locker
Well today I talked to israel, not a lot, but I did..we hugged for along time„okay, so now the story. After school today I walked to my locker, and richard was helping me hold my stuff while I made the transition. So while I was taking my sweet time at my locker, israel shows up behind me. Israel and richard are friends. so as I notice I try and go slower so maybe one of them would walk...
Balls:)
I went to china town (in the beggining of summer). I saw all kinds of stress balls! I had to get some, no, not for me, but for israel„I took his balls. So I thought id replace them:)„,(today).. when he left today, he took all his things, but he left those, open, on my dresser„..
Lunch..
Today israel came to mp..when I first saw him, I got really shakey and nervous. At lunch, I’m not going to lie, I wanted him to come find me. But when he did, I pushed him away. And judt like that, so quick, he gave up..as he walked away I began to cry„richard grabed me and held me for the rest of lunch, I cryed on his sholder..he loves me, and I cryed on his sholder for some other...
